The ocean, friend and enemy

Here I am back on the water that covers 75% of the earth. It is pretty much groundhog day. Same routine everyday. I usually loathe it, but sometimes it is sort of a comfort. Today it is a little bit of both. I don't have too much time until I am back in Japan. I cannot wait for this day. I will have pretty much 6 months to do with as I please. There will be stories. I realized today, not for the first time, that I seriously dislike most people. Some people I work with are just so dull as humans that it makes me physically ill. Oh and a friend blew me off today. It was pretty funny and now I don't have to feel insecure about this person anymore. So maybe it was a good thing, but it also means one of my long time goals cannot be completed. ah fuck it, there will be plenty more.